|| In pain
So I had a good birthday today, I spend a good of 3 hours getting a bunch of stuff and almost falling asleep in Target. I got 4 cd's, Senses Fail, Reliant K, Straylight Run, Green Day (new copy of Nimrod). I got a new Green Day poster, Rolling Stone magazine, Entertainment Weekly, and 3 shirts.
I ran my ass off to Hot Topic after going to Old Navy with my mum to return the hiddious shirt my grandma gave me, I got a better shirt I like, I wanted the new Green Day shirt they have at Hot Topic and I got it! I love it entirely. I saw this guy that used to be in my Communications class, he works at Sam Goody; he wans't too keen on Green Day...whatever. I walked around the mall for a while and then I decided to go over to Target because it was across the street and my mum was meeting me there. So I walked around there for an hour and a half or so. I got School of Rock and Shark Tale, plus Senses Fail, Straylight Run, and Reliant K, and a shirt that says Dublin on it. God I hate my anti depressents..I've ranted about them before but they drain the energy out of me. Though I felt worse then I normally do when I'm on them, I lost all feeling in my body seriously. So my mum picked me up and we got my cake and went home.
I have what is called Gastroesophageal reflux disease (GERD), also known as a Hiatal Hernia. I don't want to explain really what happens because it isn't pretty at all. So I have had minor little attacks lately, but tonight I got a huge one. I was in soooo much pain, I still am in a little pain but it isn't that bad. I can't do much about it either, I mostly have to change things in my diet and what not. God I hate inheriting problems from my family =/. I don't want to end up like my uncle who almost died from it. My chest hurts...I'm crying...I can't take anymore Zantac =/, I'm a fucked up mess *cries*